Psalm 131 says:
"Lord, my heart is not haughty
Nor my eyes lofty.
Neither do I concern myself with great matters,
Nor with things too profound for me.
Surely I have calmed and quited my soul,
Like a weaned child with his mother;
Like a weaned child is my soul within me.
O Israel, hope in the Lord
From this time forth and forever."
I like David. He seems like a down to earth kind of guy. One minute he is young, handsome and no one gives him notice and the next minute he slays a giant that everyone is afraid to even look upon. One time he is so in lust with a woman that he has her husband killed and the next he is humble and bringing the Ark of God into the city. He is angry in Psalms and he is humble. He sort of seems like he has multiple personalities, but then again,... don't we all when it comes to circumstances?
I've been in a place where I have to choose who I will trust. People around me that are tangible (I can see them and hear them audibly) or God who I trust in (I cannot see Him nor do I hear him audibly). This has been a tough test. I know this is a test we all go through as Christians, but I think it is a continuing test on different levels. I have to trust Him more NOW than I did years ago. I have to depend on Him more NOW than I did before. This is tough. ...honestly, it is really hard...
However, when God gives you that "perfect peace that surpasses all understanding" trust is not something that is so difficult. I have had choices in the last few weeks that in the physical it looks good, but in the spiritual I don't have peace. I have made decisions that don't make sense to other people, but I make them because I have that peace of God. It truly does surpass all my understanding.
When we choose to make these choices based on the peace that God gives us, we can see how much we trust God. I have to trust God. Everyone else in life will fail me. Guaranteed. No matter how much they may love me and care for me, they aren't perfect - - - but God is. My bet is definitely on God!
In my peace, my heart is not haughty. I am calmed and quieted in my soul even when things around me swirl in chaos. Genuine humility is a balance between self-abasement and arrogant pride. David lived this balance. He lived in peace with God. By grace I choose to do the same and by grace I will continue to trust in the "unseen" God.... My physical eyes may never see Him, but my spirit recognizes Him even at a distance...
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